No matter how much i care about them! , i feel like its because of the way idgaf about me so maybe i just don’t know how to treat other people how they deserve but then again i could just be a heartless idiot .
That goes for everyone , i treat my mom like crap and she literally is the only reason i’m alive . i treat my friends not how i should and i treat people who just want to help like shit and that’s costs me alot of good people in my life.
Then i have the nerve to wonder why nobody likes me and i have nobody there for me.
I just am a walking disaster.